Chapter 34

Disappointed I went back inside

I never knew what i had done to make her leave

I don't know

and i want to know

Eunhyuk pushed me forcefully into the media room

I was shocked and surprised

He sat me on a chair

'What are you doing?',i asked

'No the question is what are you doing?',he asked

'What?what did i do?',i asked

'Do you like to break girls heart?huh?',he said angry

I can see he was

'Of course not!',i said

'but why are you breaking jessica's heart?',he asked

'I am not! she is the one who broke my heart',i said back

'You still haven't figured it out yet?',he said

I never seen him like this

I knew he was always very defensive to the people his close with

'Figure what?',i asked

I was confused

'You are the one who broke her heart by ignoring her!',he yelled

The room is soundproof though

'I didn't ignore her!',i said

At least i think i didn't

'Really?I made a clip showing the parts when you hurt her',he said

A clip?

'You never knew what was hidden behind that smile of hers didn't you? She cries at night because of you',he said

The clip started to play

A video that shows me,kibum and jessica in a restaurant

We were celebrating kibum's new drama

I looked at me and sica

I was busy talking to kibum

and ignored her

I saw her hand trying to get my attention but i didn't even notice

Then me and kibum stood up and left

Leaving her all alone

Kibum had asked me about her but i forgot

She stood up and left with tears in her eyes

More clips played and showed me

leaving her and she was siting or standing there alone

and when she was waiting for me in a subway

but i didn't even come

Tears drop one by one faster down her face

My heart cracked and was smashed into pieces

Then tears dropping from my face

I couldn't believe this

I never knew i could be this selfish

I should have been with her

I loved her so much

and now she is gone

I regret doing this to her

She should have been with someone else that really deserves her

And yet she picked me

'Enough!!',i yelled

I don't want to see this anymore

I was hurt but i knew she suffered more than me and i have to be there for her

I need to make it right

'Now do you understand?',he asked

I nodded while crying

'Took you this long to realize it?',he said

'How did you get all this?',i asked

'Stalkers, who video tape your every move, don't worry i told them not to do it again and took all the videos',he said

'Eunhyuk help me i need to do something!!',i begged

'No Problem',he said

He told me to go on stage after Mr.LSM

I went outside

She was sitting there all alone

Beautiful but heart breaking

Don't worry sica

I won't do this to you anymore

I'll be a better person

[Jessica pov]

I sat down looking all depressed

I really think this is over between us

Mr.LSM took the microphone

'Hello Everybody',he said

All eyes are at him

'I'm sorry to announce that i had made a big mistake',,he said

'You all knew that a few days ago i told you that snsd yoona and donghae are dating right?',he said

I really don't want to hear this

'I'm sorry to announce that it wasn't true',he said

It wasn't

I don't know what to fell right now

To be happy or sad

I really wanted to leave so i stood up

Then our song started to play

The song he sang to me on the day he asked me to be his girlfriend

'You are the one'

I turned around

He took the microphone

and started to say

'Sica,I'm sorry i never payed attention to you and i'm sorry that i even tried to make you jealous. I wanted to tell you that i need you. I regret ever leaving you . I never felt these kind of feelings but i like it. You made me breathless just seeing you too beautiful. I liked the way you screamed every time you see a cucumber. How you're dark brown eyes shone in the sunlight. How your voice gentles my heart.Your heart is the most precious thing to me. Without it i'm nothing please i only need you because I Love You. You are everything i hoped for. I love you just the way you are. You're smile brightens my day. I know i had been very very stupid but i want to make it up to you. Please come back to me because i love you. I loved you before and still do and always will be loved.No one will have my heart except you. Jessica Jung I LOVE YOU!

I cried and cried

I that so touching

I never knew he could be like this

I love him too, more than anything

I felt joy

I ran up to the stage and kissed him

with no hesitation

Everyone clapped and cheered

some were even crying

I didn't really care

The only thing that matters right now is Donghae

To be continued...