Chapter 33

[Donghae's pov]

I saw jaejoong and jessica hugging while

yoona was busy hiding

maybe she doesn't want to ruin the moment

My eyes got teary

I messed up big time and i want to end this

I'm not doing this anymore

Not following kibum's plan

It just makes her feel worst

I have to go to Mr.LSM

[Jessica Pov]

I cried on jaejoong's shoulder

I thought that they were just pretending

I stained his shirt

I apologized and he was ok with it

I went home and i was always depressed

I never knew that my life would be this miserable without him

I heard someone banging on the door

I stood up and opened the door

'Unnie are you okay?',she asked

It was yoona

'I'm really sorry unnie',she said

'It's ok',i said holding back my tears from picturing them earlier

'Are you sure? because i don't want to see you unhappy',she said

I shook my head and said that i was fine

She was still worried but left

I closed the door and saw a letter

It was an invitation to the SM entertainment party tonight

I don't know if i should go but ok

-later-

I used my white dress

a white mini dress

I didn't want to dress up but i did it

I asked my driver to take me too the party

Finally i was there

Yuri and Yoona came up to me first

It was like a night club

I wasn't in the mood to dance so i sat down

After a while i got bored and went outside

I sat on a a chair outside

I inhale and exhaled the fresh air

I wonder what he is doing

Is he thinking about me?

I decided to go inside

[Donghae Pov]

I talked to Mr.LSM and he was sorry

he said that he should of asked

and somehow he'll fix the misunderstanding

I was going outside to get fresh air until she was there

walking straight at me without looking

She looks so beautiful like an angel

she saw me

I looked at her and was about to say something but she passed me through the side

My heart sank into the deepest part of the ocean

I never knew this feeling even exist

well without her it does

To be continued...