Chapter 17

[Jessica pov]

'what?!',she said

'i know,i know but i really do',i said

'How can you do this?you need to love one guy if you don't want to hurt both of them to get hurt',she said

'i know i love donghae but i just can't let jaejoong go',i said

'ok i'm just gonna tell you this',she said

i nodded

'you have to think the advantages and disadvantages of both of them, then you'll find who has more advantage and choose him',she explained

'i'll try',i said

i got up,waved and left

[Eunhyuk pov]

what are they talking about in there?

girls always talk and talk and talk

i was sitting down waiting

Then i saw a girl walking by

she looks familiar

oh it's Feyya,kibum's first love( made up name:) )

i ran to her

'Hey feyya',i said

'oh oppa hello',she greeted and bowed to me

still well-mannered.i don't get why they even break up

'Feyya,what are you doing here?don't tell me your going to steal kibum back',i said

'of course not,why would i do that?kangin asked me to be one of taeyeon's brides maid and besides i have a fiance',she said

'oh ok see you there and am i invited to your wedding?',i asked

'of course oppa',she said

we waved and left

i was about to open the door and then hyo opened it

'come oppa let's dance',she said dragging me

[Donghae pov]

i lay there on the grass on my hill

i thought about why she didn't pick me

doesn't she love me anymore?

i know she does because i love her

but why does he have to show up and trying to take her away from me?

what did i do to deserve this?

[Jessica pov]

i lay down on my couch

i closed my eyes and started to think

but then i slowly drift to sleep

*Dream*

every fight,every argument,every yell she and jaejoong had appeared and then in the end he left her

she was brokenhearted

then every smile,every laugh,every hug and kisses she and donghae had appeared and in the end he whispered 'i'll protect you' and ' i love you always'

*End of dream*

i woke up

and covered my face and started crying

i knew what i did was wrong

i hurt him

and i was too blind to see his love for me

i need to find him and beg for him to take me back

what ever it takes...

To be continued