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Entry title: The Fish&The Ice Princess
Date / Time : Monday, March 22, 2010 / 11:50 PM
Final Chapter of The Fish & The Ice Princess(Chapter 40)


Jessica POV

I took heavy steps and walked down to the room which had two more doors which leads to where donghae and everybody else are.

Seohyun,Yoona,Yuri and Tiffany who were dressed in beautiful purple dresses lined up

All of them wished me luck

My heart started pounding against my ribs harder than how i look in donghae's eyes

Ryeowook ran upstairs to start playing the music

The thing which looks a bit like a piano

I have no idea whats it called but yeah

We were in a big ballroom so it needs to be a perfect wedding

Ryeowook hit the keys

My dad locked his arm with mine and held it tightly

I took the roses in one hand

Everything came into my mind

I feared of falling or something bad but once the door opens

Seohyun came out first and smiled at her fianc?e in the back

Followed by the rest of the girls

I see all of them

The scene looks like a film

I looked at the people who i loved most

I took in everyone and smiled

First I saw my best friends

One by one they all passed me

Taeyeon, My friend who is so dorky yet fun to with

Sooyoung,Always had a way t make me feel better when i'm sad

Sunny,That cute little bunny always full of energy who never leaves my side

Hyoyeon,The dancing queen who is honest and kind

Yoona,My favorite dongsaeng who knows me the most

Yuri,My best friend in the world who stuck by my side since we were kids

Tiffany,I girl with a pretty smile that brightens my day everyday

and the youngest Seohyun,The pure and innocent dongsaeng who is wiser than us

All of them are the people who i treasure most and will not stand to lose any of them

I felt tears stinging my eyes but hold in them for the sake of my mom

I continued to walk

i saw jaejoong and his wife sitting in the second row

I smiled at him by the short conversation awhile ago

he returned a smile back

The rest of Donghae's friends were there

Happy and full of smiles

The music was beautiful

My family were there

My Mom and krystal

Beside her was minho holding her hand

I smiled by how happy she was with minho

Donghae's Mom smiled at me

All those sorrow and bad feelings i had and i finally threw them away

No one and Nothing can ruin my wedding day

The last person i see is the love of my life

His face so loving

His smile so breath taking

I might cry how this man made my life so wonderful

and finally i'm marrying him

He offered his hand

I hugged my father and kissed his cheek

Then i turned around and took his hand

Soft and warm just like his heart

Yoona took the bouquet of roses from my hand

I never paid attention to the man who was saying all these words so we can be together

All i did was look at his angel face

I swear this is the best moment of my life

I hope i don't cry in the middle of the ceremony

Outside were all the people working and helping for the food

All i wanted now was to wrap everything up and keep it forever

The words finally came clear

"Will you Lee Donghae take Jessica Jung Soo Yeon to be your lovely wedded wife?",he said.

He smiled and turn his head to him

"I do",he said.

Then it was my turn

"Will you Jessica Jung Soo Yeon take Lee Donghae to be your lovely wedded husband?",he said.

"I do with all my heart",i said and smiled.

Some awed and some cried.

I guess my mom was crying

"By the Power invested in me,you are now husband and wife",he said.

"You may kiss the bride",he said.

With no hesitation donghae pulled me close and kissed me passionately

So warm and So tender.

Everyone clapped and the music started but i was focused on the kiss

The room was spinning around

I thought that i would fall when he let go

But i didn't

He held my hand and we walked out of the room and outside

My parents were the first to grab me and hugged me

I was right my mom was crying

After that donghae who was finally my husband led me to our table

He sat beside me

"Would you like some cake,Mrs Lee?",he asked

I laughed at how my name sounds like

Mrs Lee Donghae

I like it

The girls sat right next to us

and super junior sat beside donghae

but they were all in pairs

After me and donghae fed each other

Both of us were still in the room a few meters away from going outside

and ride back to our house then to the airport to go on our honeymoon

Kangin and Hanyung open the big door

Donghae carried me in his arms

and he walked to our car

Behind it were flowers and paper hearts tied to the back of the car

He placed me on the passenger seat and then drove to our house

People cheered and waved

I waved back

Both of us changed our clothes when we were at the house

Took our luggage and drove to the airport

but the thing was we were on a big boat

"It's a special surprise to be alone",he said.

I was confused actually

"Some were following us to our honeymoon but i rented a boat to go to one of the islands near korea",he said

I can't help but smile

This is why i married him

He has everything to make me happy

The boat started with roar and then we were off

[ON THE HONEYMOON]

It was a pretty quiet and gorgeous island

It was at night when we arrived

Surprisingly the sea is so warm here

It has a vacation kind of feel

Donghae rented a big house on the other side of the island

Not many lived here but some did

But when we arrived

We automatically did what married couples do on their first night

It was a nice experience especially when its with the one you love

That night i slept with ease

The next few days we played in the water

we did horse back riding

Sight seeing,Camping under the stars, having midnight walks on the side of the beach and more

I can't really describe how i really felt after the wedding

I just felt incredibly happy

After a long day

The day ended with a smile on my face and i had to share it with the person i love

It was time to go home

I boarded the rented boat

The boat started to go

but i saw something on the reflection on the steel box on the deck

I was surprised but happy by the writing on the back of the boat

Want to know? It says


"THE FISH&THE ICE PRINCESS"


Entry title: The Fish&The Ice Princess
Date / Time : / 11:49 PM
Chapter 39

Jessica Pov

I was in the room on the other side which is far away from where donghae is.

I wore my wedding dress already and all i have to do now is wait.

I am so nervous but happy too.

I gulped by the thought if anything goes wrong today.

"I felt nervous on my wedding day too sica",taeyeon said and brushed my hair.

I smiled but it wasn't enough to make me calm down.

The girls were outside make sure everything was right and only me taeyeon and yoona was in the room.

There was a knock on the door

"Hey can i talk to you for a minute sica?",jaejoong asked.

I nodded and both of them left and jaejoong came in.

"hey sica are you nervous?",he asked.

"yeah but not much",i said which was a total lie.

"liar",he said and chuckled.

He sat next to me and sighed.

"Remember the time when we were together and we were talking about how we were gonna marry someday",he asked.

the question surprised me but i answered anyway.

"yeah but we didn't",i said.

"I know it's not what we planned",he said.

I chuckled.

"I guess we just didn't know that this will be happening",he said

"hmm i know it was like we planned this future for us together but it went wrong",i said.

"You always told me where you want the wedding to be and you said you want it to be at the..",he said

I blushed and i cut him off.

"I was young oppa!",i said and blushed harder.

"i know",he said chuckling.

He pinched my cheeks.

"I am so happy to know that my sica is getting married with donghae",he said

"He deserves you",he added.

I smiled.

"and i'm happy that oppa married to the woman you love",i said and he smiled

He kissed my forehead.

"I'm happy that i met you, you are a great sister to me",he said

"You too oppa",i said.

He got up and kissed my cheek

"don't worry too much it will go great",he said and left me alone.

A few minutes later yoona came back

"Hey you okay?",she asked

"Never better",i said with a smile

Seohyun came in

"Unnie it's time",she said.

I held on to my necklace which donghae gave me and hoped it goes well today.

Entry title: The Fish&The Ice Princess
Date / Time : / 11:47 PM
Chapter 38

Tomorrow is the day. My wedding day!!

I can't believe it's already here

it's like it was just yesterday when i first met him

Today the girls are giving me a makeover

and i have to sleep at yuri's house today because they don't want hae to see me yet

The girls and i are having a big sleepover tonight

although i will miss hae so much even when we're just a few blocks away

I woke up and showered first but usually i don't

I walked down to the kitchen and made something for hae

'Are you cooking sica?',hae asked a bit worried

'No i'm making coffee for you',i said and gave him the cup

He drank it in one go

'I'm going to meet them the restaurant downtown so i'll see you tomorrow',i said

I picked up my bag

Hae held my arm

'You forgot to give me a kiss',he pouted

I stretched up and gave a peck on his lips

'you're not gonna be here later so it isn't enough',he said

'Oppa is so greedy',i said but i kissed him long enough

I let go

'Is it enough now?',i asked

'Not nearly half but i'll wait',he said

I giggled

'Bye oppa and have fun on your bachelor party but don't have to much fun',i said and kissed his cheek

'hmm okay pretty sica',he said

I drove to the restaurant where i'm meeting the girls

I saw the girls cars already

but i saw kyuhyun's car

They came out together

Then kyuhyun kissed her forehead

aww how cute

wait why is she wearing a ring??

she doesn't wear any before

I parked the car and seohyun went in

I literally ran into the restaurant

'Seohyun!!',i yelled

'What's wrong unnie?',she asked

The girls stared at me

'Are you engaged to kyuhyun?',i asked

Her cheeks went red

and nodded

The girls cheered

'Our seobaby is engaged to kyuhyun!!!',taeyeon said

Yoona was jealous

She wasn't even engaged yet

'Siwon oppa didn't propose to me yet',tiffany said

'hmm yet i'll bet he's gonna propose to you within a this week',yuri said

'how do you know?',yoona asked

'because leeteuk oppa proposed to me last night!!!',yuri said

We all cheered again

Yuri and seohyun was planing to have the same wedding together

'Yah girls!! jessica is having her wedding tomorrow!! let's get to work',taeyeon said

They all dragged me to the salon, spa, shops, and alot of beauty shops

the whole day we kept going here and there

it was exhausting

In the end we all went to yuri's place

I decided to call hae oppa

I went outside the balcony

and dialed hae oppa's phone

CONVERSATION

Hello??

Oppa!~

Sica!! I miss you

Me too oppa

Did you have fun today?

yeah how about you oppa??

i had fun but didn't do anything crazy

Don't drink alcohol tonight because tomorrow is an important day to me

Okay i won't and it's important to me too

I wish you were here

Me too i want to kiss you now

then kiss me through the phone

okay*kissy noises*

*laughs* i love you oppa

I love you more

See you tomorrow oppa

I'll be waiting for you bye

bye!

END

The girls and i did the things we do when we sleepover

Taeyeon said that she was pregnant

We were like shocked but also happy

Tomorrow is the day when i become Mrs. Lee

I hope everything goes well tomorrow

Entry title: The Fish&The Ice Princess
Date / Time : Wednesday, December 23, 2009 / 2:02 AM
Chapter 37

Jessica Pov

i waited patiently in the car while i think about the new house he bought

While i daydreamed donghae looked at me several times

When we were stopped by the traffic light of course

Few minutes later, we arrived without me realizing it

I came back to reality when the door of his side shut

then he came around

I didn't see the house yet

because it had a high fence

The gate was closed

He opened the door and i got out

'Wait you have to close your eyes',he said

so i did

He held my hand and led me somewhere

He let go for awhile

I reached for his hands

but i couldn't find them

Then i heard lock on the gate opened

He must of been unlocking the gates

Then in a split second his hands held mine

'I know how it feels letting go of your hands',he said

I heard a smile from his voice

He led me through

i touched a small part of gate

Cold and hard

He soon let go again

I heard the sound of switches

and then he held my hand again

'You aren't peeking,are you?',he asked

I shook my head

Then he covered my eyes

'you ready princess?',he asked

'yeah',i said

I was getting a little impatient

He slowly let go and my eyes slowly opening

I gasped by the sight of a beautiful house

It was big and long

A banner saying'WELCOME TO YOUR NEW HOME' hung on the front of the balcony

I was speechless

The lights were a bit bright

more lights shone along the path where it leads to the front door

He hugged me from the back and kissed the side of my head

'Like it??',he asked

I nodded

Before i knew it

Tears were rolling down

He wiped away my tears

'How did you afford this?',i asked with a husky sound

'Hard work',he said

'you were working?',i asked

'i had about three jobs',he said

'what? but i didn't see you do it',i said

'I saved some money before proposing you',he said

'you planned it before marrying me?',i asked

'yes i want all the best for you',he said and kissed me

'I might be the luckiest person in this world to be with you',i said

He just chuckled and smiled

'Let's go inside',he said

We did

When i first entered in

Tears fell again

it almost feels like i was in a palace

'You're a princess aren't you',he joked and kissed my forehead

Maybe i need a GPS to even find the bathroom

My bedroom was very pretty

but not as pretty as the bedroom we are going to be in when we are married

It was not uncomfortable

we already slept together but we don't do anything dirty

'I have one more surprise',he said

He led me to the backyard but he covered my eyes again

The first thing i felt was the grass

He let go and my eyes shot open

'SURPRISE!!!!,'all 20 people shouted

Again more tears fell

all the girls went to me and hugged

and also the rest

The magnae couple were enjoying a piece of cake and fed eachother

The aegyo couple were dancing cutely while the dancing couple were dancing amazingly

The good looking couple were taking pictures together

and the married couple were swinging on the swings

and the yoonbum couple who were laying down on the grass

and the prankster couple were also taking pictures

and as expected the shikshin couple who were eating and feeding eachother as well

The rest was doing something else

After a few hours everyone left one by one

including the married couple and the rest of the couples

'Tomorrow is the last day of being engaged and the next day you will be with me forever and ever',he said

'yes i will be looking forward to that',i said

I smiled just thinking of it

'Tomorrow the guys are having a bachelor party for me',he said

'you're not gonna do something that i don't like,are you?',i said

'Why would i do that?',he said and hugged me from the back and rested his chin on my shoulder

'I don't know',i said

'I won't do anything stupid tomorrow, promise',he said and kissed my cheek

After we cleaned up we got ready for bed

but he didn't sleep in his room

we slept together but didn't do anything

That we will save when we get married

I slept with ease when i am with him

Can't really wait till we get married which will be 2 days more

no tomorrow is when i get married because it's already 1 am...

To be continued...


Entry title: The Fish&The Ice Princess
Date / Time : Friday, December 4, 2009 / 7:20 PM
Note:Chapter 40 will be the last
Chapter 36

[Jessica pov]

I was drawing something on a piece of paper

It was a boring morning

Donghae was doing something i don't know but he said that he'll be back later

I decided to practice my dancing

I feel like dancing to whatever music was up

I reached the dance studio in 5 minutes

The stereo was a few meters away

I pushed play

and a sexy song was on

I had to dance to the music

I swayed here and there

Twirled and danced for a few minutes

Before i knew it i was sweating like crazy

It was really hot in there so i took a break

I slid down against the wall and rested there for a while

I dried my face an body with a towel

I was so smelly so i went back home and took a shower

After i changed to my regular clothes

I went to the balcony

It was peaceful outside

windy but nice

I closed my eyes

I thought about donghae

I really miss him

where is he right now

wish he was here

Then a pair of arms hugged me from the back of my waist

At first i was scared but then his touch was familiar

I knew he was there

He rested his chin on my shoulder

he smelled my hair

'What are you thinking princess?',he asked

I sighed

'You',i said and turned around

I was right it was him

'I missed you even for a second',he said hugging me

'were gonna get married remember?',i said

'I know',he said and poked my cheek

'where did you go?',i asked

'don't you remember we finished graduation now were moving out',he said

'Oh my gosh i forgot',i said running into the house

Good thing i packed them into boxes

I had huge boxes taken out from the stores

Donghae finished his and he helped me with mine

two hours passed and i was done packing

'when are we leaving again?',i asked

'In 3 hours',he said

'wait i didn't even rent a place!',i said

I hit my head repeatedly

'hey hey i was gonna tell you something',he said and stopped my fist from hitting my head

I waited

'I bought a place for us like a house well i got a little help from your parents,it's a house where we'll live in when we get married and before',he said

'and my parents agrees?',i said

'yeah of course i'm gonna be your husband soon remember',he said

'yup in 2 more days',i said

'shouldn't i be making my skin and hair pretty for my wedding?',i asked

'No you're already pretty why bother',he said giving me a peck on the lips

i stole another kiss but now it's more long,lazy and gentle

I locked my arms in between his arms

my hand brushed into his hair telling him to deepen it

and he did

i wish it could last longer

a few hours passed and it's time for us to see our new house

the moving truck took our stuff

I can't wait to see the new house he bought

to be continued...


Entry title: The Fish&The Ice Princess
Date / Time : Wednesday, November 25, 2009 / 1:30 AM
Chapter 35

[Jessica Pov]

We were still kissing

The crowd was still cheering and clapping

He broke the kiss

but he didn't want to let go

I hugged him

I can feel his tears dropping onto my shirt

'I really missed you',he mumbled

'I did too',i said back

I was crying

Tears of joy

I love him so much

He broke up the hug

He touched my hair

'Yah you can stop now',kangin said

'Oppa why don't you propose again your wedding will be in 5 days and the plans weren't cancelled yet',yoona said

Donghae thought about it

'what do you think sica?',he asked me

'would you?',she asked

'I don't see why not',i said

and they all cheered

Donghae kissed me again

The crowd cheered more

-Next morning-

I woke up and ate my breakfast

I wanted to see if i had mail so i went outside

No mail but

I saw the newspaper outside my door so i took it

I read in the front of the paper and saw

'YOONA AND DONGHAE DATING?NO! BUT HAESICA IS GETTING MARRIED!'

I giggled

The picture of us kissing yesterday

I cut it out and glued it to my diary

which was filled with a lot of memories of him and me

The wedding will be placed in 4 days

I can't wait

I took a shower and changed to my daily clothes

The bell rang

i opened it and of course there was donghae

'Mrs.Lee why don't you come with me today, I promise you i'll treat you as a princess until the whole day has gone',he said

I chuckled by how he acted

He is usually like this

I can't wait to spend time with him so i held his hand

I locked the door

I didn't bother to take anything with me

We decided to on the his hill

I ran around and around

but i fell

At first he was really worried if i got hurt

but i just laughed

I laid down on the grass

He did the same beside me

he held my hand

We were facing eachother

His finger slid slowly down my cheek

and ended up touching my lips

He concentrated on touching my face while i concentrated on his face

The sun was blocked by the clouds so it wasn't that sunny

He traced my lower lip

and stopped on the edge of it

He stared at it for awhile

and then kissed me

I didn't mind

His hand was tracing my fingers while the other touched my face

he felt the ring he gave me and smiled

I smiled by just letting my heart fly away

To be continued...


Entry title: The Fish&The Ice Princess
Date / Time : Tuesday, November 10, 2009 / 11:00 PM
Chapter 34

Disappointed I went back inside

I never knew what i had done to make her leave

I don't know

and i want to know

Eunhyuk pushed me forcefully into the media room

I was shocked and surprised

He sat me on a chair

'What are you doing?',i asked

'No the question is what are you doing?',he asked

'What?what did i do?',i asked

'Do you like to break girls heart?huh?',he said angry

I can see he was

'Of course not!',i said

'but why are you breaking jessica's heart?',he asked

'I am not! she is the one who broke my heart',i said back

'You still haven't figured it out yet?',he said

I never seen him like this

I knew he was always very defensive to the people his close with

'Figure what?',i asked

I was confused

'You are the one who broke her heart by ignoring her!',he yelled

The room is soundproof though

'I didn't ignore her!',i said

At least i think i didn't

'Really?I made a clip showing the parts when you hurt her',he said

A clip?

'You never knew what was hidden behind that smile of hers didn't you? She cries at night because of you',he said

The clip started to play

A video that shows me,kibum and jessica in a restaurant

We were celebrating kibum's new drama

I looked at me and sica

I was busy talking to kibum

and ignored her

I saw her hand trying to get my attention but i didn't even notice

Then me and kibum stood up and left

Leaving her all alone

Kibum had asked me about her but i forgot

She stood up and left with tears in her eyes

More clips played and showed me

leaving her and she was siting or standing there alone

and when she was waiting for me in a subway

but i didn't even come

Tears drop one by one faster down her face

My heart cracked and was smashed into pieces

Then tears dropping from my face

I couldn't believe this

I never knew i could be this selfish

I should have been with her

I loved her so much

and now she is gone

I regret doing this to her

She should have been with someone else that really deserves her

And yet she picked me

'Enough!!',i yelled

I don't want to see this anymore

I was hurt but i knew she suffered more than me and i have to be there for her

I need to make it right

'Now do you understand?',he asked

I nodded while crying

'Took you this long to realize it?',he said

'How did you get all this?',i asked

'Stalkers, who video tape your every move, don't worry i told them not to do it again and took all the videos',he said

'Eunhyuk help me i need to do something!!',i begged

'No Problem',he said

He told me to go on stage after Mr.LSM

I went outside

She was sitting there all alone

Beautiful but heart breaking

Don't worry sica

I won't do this to you anymore

I'll be a better person

[Jessica pov]

I sat down looking all depressed

I really think this is over between us

Mr.LSM took the microphone

'Hello Everybody',he said

All eyes are at him

'I'm sorry to announce that i had made a big mistake',,he said

'You all knew that a few days ago i told you that snsd yoona and donghae are dating right?',he said

I really don't want to hear this

'I'm sorry to announce that it wasn't true',he said

It wasn't

I don't know what to fell right now

To be happy or sad

I really wanted to leave so i stood up

Then our song started to play

The song he sang to me on the day he asked me to be his girlfriend

'You are the one'

I turned around

He took the microphone

and started to say

'Sica,I'm sorry i never payed attention to you and i'm sorry that i even tried to make you jealous. I wanted to tell you that i need you. I regret ever leaving you . I never felt these kind of feelings but i like it. You made me breathless just seeing you too beautiful. I liked the way you screamed every time you see a cucumber. How you're dark brown eyes shone in the sunlight. How your voice gentles my heart.Your heart is the most precious thing to me. Without it i'm nothing please i only need you because I Love You. You are everything i hoped for. I love you just the way you are. You're smile brightens my day. I know i had been very very stupid but i want to make it up to you. Please come back to me because i love you. I loved you before and still do and always will be loved.No one will have my heart except you. Jessica Jung I LOVE YOU!

I cried and cried

I that so touching

I never knew he could be like this

I love him too, more than anything

I felt joy

I ran up to the stage and kissed him

with no hesitation

Everyone clapped and cheered

some were even crying

I didn't really care

The only thing that matters right now is Donghae

To be continued...



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