Note:Chapter 40 will be the last
Chapter 36
[Jessica pov]
I was drawing something on a piece of paper
It was a boring morning
Donghae was doing something i don't know but he said that he'll be back later
I decided to practice my dancing
I feel like dancing to whatever music was up
I reached the dance studio in 5 minutes
The stereo was a few meters away
I pushed play
and a sexy song was on
I had to dance to the music
I swayed here and there
Twirled and danced for a few minutes
Before i knew it i was sweating like crazy
It was really hot in there so i took a break
I slid down against the wall and rested there for a while
I dried my face an body with a towel
I was so smelly so i went back home and took a shower
After i changed to my regular clothes
I went to the balcony
It was peaceful outside
windy but nice
I closed my eyes
I thought about donghae
I really miss him
where is he right now
wish he was here
Then a pair of arms hugged me from the back of my waist
At first i was scared but then his touch was familiar
I knew he was there
He rested his chin on my shoulder
he smelled my hair
'What are you thinking princess?',he asked
I sighed
'You',i said and turned around
I was right it was him
'I missed you even for a second',he said hugging me
'were gonna get married remember?',i said
'I know',he said and poked my cheek
'where did you go?',i asked
'don't you remember we finished graduation now were moving out',he said
'Oh my gosh i forgot',i said running into the house
Good thing i packed them into boxes
I had huge boxes taken out from the stores
Donghae finished his and he helped me with mine
two hours passed and i was done packing
'when are we leaving again?',i asked
'In 3 hours',he said
'wait i didn't even rent a place!',i said
I hit my head repeatedly
'hey hey i was gonna tell you something',he said and stopped my fist from hitting my head
I waited
'I bought a place for us like a house well i got a little help from your parents,it's a house where we'll live in when we get married and before',he said
'and my parents agrees?',i said
'yeah of course i'm gonna be your husband soon remember',he said
'yup in 2 more days',i said
'shouldn't i be making my skin and hair pretty for my wedding?',i asked
'No you're already pretty why bother',he said giving me a peck on the lips
i stole another kiss but now it's more long,lazy and gentle
I locked my arms in between his arms
my hand brushed into his hair telling him to deepen it
and he did
i wish it could last longer
a few hours passed and it's time for us to see our new house
the moving truck took our stuff
I can't wait to see the new house he bought
to be continued...
Chapter 34Disappointed I went back inside
I never knew what i had done to make her leave
I don't know
and i want to know
Eunhyuk pushed me forcefully into the media room
I was shocked and surprised
He sat me on a chair
'What are you doing?',i asked
'No the question is what are you doing?',he asked
'What?what did i do?',i asked
'Do you like to break girls heart?huh?',he said angry
I can see he was
'Of course not!',i said
'but why are you breaking jessica's heart?',he asked
'I am not! she is the one who broke my heart',i said back
'You still haven't figured it out yet?',he said
I never seen him like this
I knew he was always very defensive to the people his close with
'Figure what?',i asked
I was confused
'You are the one who broke her heart by ignoring her!',he yelled
The room is soundproof though
'I didn't ignore her!',i said
At least i think i didn't
'Really?I made a clip showing the parts when you hurt her',he said
A clip?
'You never knew what was hidden behind that smile of hers didn't you? She cries at night because of you',he said
The clip started to play
A video that shows me,kibum and jessica in a restaurant
We were celebrating kibum's new drama
I looked at me and sica
I was busy talking to kibum
and ignored her
I saw her hand trying to get my attention but i didn't even notice
Then me and kibum stood up and left
Leaving her all alone
Kibum had asked me about her but i forgot
She stood up and left with tears in her eyes
More clips played and showed me
leaving her and she was siting or standing there alone
and when she was waiting for me in a subway
but i didn't even come
Tears drop one by one faster down her face
My heart cracked and was smashed into pieces
Then tears dropping from my face
I couldn't believe this
I never knew i could be this selfish
I should have been with her
I loved her so much
and now she is gone
I regret doing this to her
She should have been with someone else that really deserves her
And yet she picked me
'Enough!!',i yelled
I don't want to see this anymore
I was hurt but i knew she suffered more than me and i have to be there for her
I need to make it right
'Now do you understand?',he asked
I nodded while crying
'Took you this long to realize it?',he said
'How did you get all this?',i asked
'Stalkers, who video tape your every move, don't worry i told them not to do it again and took all the videos',he said
'Eunhyuk help me i need to do something!!',i begged
'No Problem',he said
He told me to go on stage after Mr.LSM
I went outside
She was sitting there all alone
Beautiful but heart breaking
Don't worry sica
I won't do this to you anymore
I'll be a better person
[Jessica pov]
I sat down looking all depressed
I really think this is over between us
Mr.LSM took the microphone
'Hello Everybody',he said
All eyes are at him
'I'm sorry to announce that i had made a big mistake',,he said
'You all knew that a few days ago i told you that snsd yoona and donghae are dating right?',he said
I really don't want to hear this
'I'm sorry to announce that it wasn't true',he said
It wasn't
I don't know what to fell right now
To be happy or sad
I really wanted to leave so i stood up
Then our song started to play
The song he sang to me on the day he asked me to be his girlfriend
'You are the one'
I turned around
He took the microphone
and started to say
'Sica,I'm sorry i never payed attention to you and i'm sorry that i even tried to make you jealous. I wanted to tell you that i need you. I regret ever leaving you . I never felt these kind of feelings but i like it. You made me breathless just seeing you too beautiful. I liked the way you screamed every time you see a cucumber. How you're dark brown eyes shone in the sunlight. How your voice gentles my heart.Your heart is the most precious thing to me. Without it i'm nothing please i only need you because I Love You. You are everything i hoped for. I love you just the way you are. You're smile brightens my day. I know i had been very very stupid but i want to make it up to you. Please come back to me because i love you. I loved you before and still do and always will be loved.No one will have my heart except you. Jessica Jung I LOVE YOU!I cried and cried
I that so touching
I never knew he could be like this
I love him too, more than anything
I felt joy
I ran up to the stage and kissed him
with no hesitation
Everyone clapped and cheered
some were even crying
I didn't really care
The only thing that matters right now is Donghae
To be continued...